2014, i mean blogger? like, what?

*cringes at old blogposts on my old blog*

wellll despite all the cringing, i decided to start a new blog this year. i've been so stressed up and homesick lately that i thought i need to express it out somewhere apart from watching Running Man online with crappy quality.

hello people of the blogging world who ceased to exist since 2011... or was it 2010? 

it does feel weird, though, since everyone in the online community now is either on their smartphones uploading pictures on instagram and tweeting or vlogging on youtube. nobody ever does blogging anymore do they? or rather, nobody ever blogs on blogger. haha. i, however, have decided to stay loyal to blogger. only because i have not the slightest clue on how to start on other blogging websites. believe me, i've tried. 

tumblr? still dont get how it works. i still dont understand the whole reblogging thing. i mean, don't twitter have them similar retweeting thingamajig? why not just, you know, tweet?

anyhoo, there's been so much going on since i last blogged (which was around January 2013? oh lord 's been a year haha), it has been an awesome 2013, i must say. the year before that i said it was going to be my year, and my my it was my year (so i'd like to think). i could never be thankful enough of what Allah has given to me last year. He gave me my childhood dream! i still have a loooong long way to go but, at least i achieved one dream though right? :-)

buuuuut i am also human, and humans do tend to be quite emotional and not-so-thankful-ish. i think i've said it already but im saying it again: i am stressed. and terribly homesick. and the only time i'd be seeing my parents and everyone back home would be in June. which makes me feel terribly, terribly home to the sick. i miss mama's homecooked meals (i had an upset tummy for three days because of all these foreign food), i miss fighting with my siblings, i miss dad's jokes (he doesn't joke around much which is why im missing them most), i miss the Azan, i miss my cats, i miss my car, and this'll take forever to list down so i'll stop now.

told u this would be a way of expressing my homesickness. 

i miss my boyfriend too, which is why my blog title is his whatsapp status and instagram bio. yup. "what now?" teeeheeee~ (you shalt not barf)

this post ends here, (non-existent) guise. i'll write when i feel stressed again. bye!