I am a married woman now. this sentence still ring strangely to me somehow and im still getting used to be called Puan or selecting 'mrs' during flight bookings, but I'm enjoying it so far.
It's been long since I've typed anything here, my last post was in April. Nobody reads these stuff anymore, i think. I guess this is a good place to express my unexpressed feelings since nobody reads it.
I am struggling, really. My husband and I, we only get to see each other on weekends and even that is every OTHER weekend. sometimes we dont get to see each other for 3 weeks. Im living at my parents in kuching, and he in miri working. i didnt want to work at first, and since miri almost has no work opportunities as a graduate architect, i just wanted to stay beside my husband everyday. but then i need a job, and considering our current economical situation, now isnt the right time to be lazying around at home not adding in to the household income.
i think im warming up to my job, i am currently working hard to be an experienced professional architect soon (not graduate architect, as my boss would say the graduate title seem 'unprofessional' somehow). the first few weeks, i hated everything: the meetings, chasing government officers for drawing approvals, meeting deadlines, all the boring paperwork and documentation stuff. im warming up though.. slowly but surely. i hope.
2016 is a year full of anticipation, i feel like im coming into a very new chapter. new husband, new job, new mindset and praying for some more newer things (and pray, new person) to come. like our own house, for instance. but lets not venture into that now...
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