What is this feeling, really?
it feels only yesterday that im still single and browsing through my S/M size outfits on online shopping websites, high heels (although i dont really wear them) and funky handbags.
i still love the above items, although i can never fit into anything near s/m size clothes at this point, no high heels whatsoever, and forget those funky and small handbags because i know i can never use them when the baby arrives.
i still cant believe my body could even reach 70kg, and that my skin could expand so much. its amazing, isnt it what a few months could do to you. one thing you're that carefree single married woman, the next you feel like a big slob of meat.
but all that goes out the drain when i can feel your little but strong kicks in my tummy, twisting and turning as it gets cramped in there; when i saw you kick through the ultrasound screen above me (i actually saw your first kick at 11 weeks) and that when that doctor exclaims,"your baby so active!"
nah, it doesnt matter if mama develops stretch marks more detail than the encyclopedia map, or that i get tired everytime i climb a 4-storey staircase, or that i couldn't get out of the parking lot because i decided to park wrongly i was too big to get out of the car, as long as i can feel you squirm i am oooover the moon!
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